November 7, 2007
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Each Wish Resign'd
First thought this morning: M did not call back or come to get her clothes.
Second thought this morning: I really like sleeping in my twin sized bed by myself. I slept really well.
Third thought(s): Why did she not call?...was she getting drunk with her new crush?...how can she already have a new crush?...we were on our way out I guess and she wanted both of us to see other people....but I never really agreed with it...I just knew that we needed to part ways...
Fourth thought: I have to keep moving, can't keep thinking about her...I have to get up...It is cold in this damn apartment...I should "winterize" it...
I keep thinking about this quote:
"How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot! The worldforgetting, by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd."
-- Alexander Pope
...Really memories are a fire that we keep burning to stay with us...
Comments (1)
I'm sorry Nelson. Sleeping in a twin size bed is def best when you are alone. I hope that things are going well for you other than that!